赤黑——歌曲衍生的脑洞：Wish you were here
#把歌词girl改成了boy
#看完会想打死赤队系列
#渣文笔OOC请见谅
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you,
it's not like that at all.
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直愣愣站在镜子面前与眼前脸色苍白眼眶却红得欲滴血的男生四目交投。就在刚才，心脏仿佛被人重重打了一拳，如今心底仍然隐约发疼着。
那双淡漠的异色眸出现在脑海中，随之而来的是鼻头酸涩感以及滑下脸颊的，止不住的泪水。
-不.....我不该是这样的...
抬手捂住那毫无生气的蓝眸，手掌遮挡住整个脸庞，靠着墙脱力般滑下，把头埋在膝盖中。狭小的空间偶尔传出压抑到极点的呜咽声。
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There's a boy
that gives a shits
behind this wall
You just walk through it
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-哲也。我们离婚吧。
手中的遥控器掉落地上，打破了突如其来的死寂。难得一见的微笑僵硬成没有温度的弧度，还没来得及反应只能望着他的爱人，曾经最深爱他的人，擦肩而过。
-等...等等赤司君。为什么？
回过神来慌忙挡在对方面前，执拗地紧盯着他只希望听到一个答案。沉甸甸的心在触及对方充斥着冷漠的眼眸和因不耐烦而蹙起的眉头后，狠狠地坠地。
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And I remember,
all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there,
you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there,
you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
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用力攥住自己心口处的衣服，闭着眼嘴角颤抖着任由泪水在平日空无表情的脸孔上肆虐，以往的回忆与刚才对方的神情不断在脑海中交织着。
-哲也，我喜欢你。
-我们结婚吧，现在，去国外。
-哲也....
-我爱你。
向来不允许被俯视的他在他面前单膝跪下，只有骄傲的眼眸里当时满满的都是温柔和爱意...
那一次次情到浓时直接在体育馆的观众席上翻云覆雨的疯狂行为...
每次输掉球赛失魂落魄回到家都能得到从背后传来的温暖...
以及...
-我们离婚吧。
那一瞬间，那些甜蜜美好的回忆瞬间破裂。
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Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
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维持抱着膝盖的姿势喘息着，无法制止的哭泣令自己呼吸困难。而这个时候能想到的，只有那每天回到家的，令人沉醉的怀抱。
-赤....司君...
-赤司君...
-赤司君。
I need you.
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